Love Story

2010-09-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

Met up with traveen just now ! Ohhh man ! This will be the final and last day imma gonna see you ! )': On manzxc ! Lots of people would be missing you in HSS ! Thanks for all the things you did for me ! And thanks for coming to Bishan from Tanjong Pagar just to see me ! Aw ! Imma gonna miss you a lot ! Will freaking miss you and i wont forget you! :D

2010-08-29T11:27:00.003+08:00

- "like " is not "love" . Letting go doesnt mean giving up , but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be .

2010-08-22T10:30:00.002+08:00

Awwww . Barbie and Ken . They look so cute together . Haha . Hope they last long , also goes to the rest of ther couples out there , Last long ! :D But those who want to fall in love - Keep your eyes off the clock . Dont be too quick to fall in love . (:

2010-08-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

Whatever . Your weird . In a way different way . Why the hell Im I feeling this way ?! This is getting me pissed off . I dont get you , seriously . But why the hell are you always on my mind ? ! Aargh . Im fine if we've friends . But ignoring me ? Wth . What did i do to make you ignore me . Put up an stupid reason to say you ignoring me as you dont like me and my attiude ? Thats pathetic . If you didnt like me at all , why the hell did you always want me to follow you everywhere when we were still talking to each other ? Seriously . And when the next day , you made another stupid answer and said that you had no idea why you were ignoring me . FML . Your confusing me .

2010-08-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

2010-07-08T20:29:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging ! WOOHOO ! Hahaha . ((: Gonna post a random post for today . Came back home , followed bro and bought his contact lens . Woohooo ! Finalyyy ! Keeps on braging me about coloured contact lens . Had Been missing you .. haiz ): Trying to put a smile on my face . Heheee (: Alright , nothing to post about . Gtg , gonna eat dinner . Chaos ! (:

Friends

2010-07-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

Today 's Monday . Lucky its a school holiday . Just dont have the mood to go to school . Been busy these days , so didnt update my blog . Apologized for that ! Had NDP reheasals .. And even though we had been scolded by our cheography lots of times because we talked too much , the final result for our dance was AWESOME !! (: Heheee . These pics on top , are friends who should be appreciate . They go through thick and thin with you . Even though we often fight , we still forgive and forget the mistakes we did . Even though I just met them this year , and even though we are different in many ways like , they hate shopping and i love it( thunmbs up for that ! ) We still accept that fact and we never argue . (:
And if Raesmi is reading this , Shout out for you ! -> Dont be jealous or mad if you see this post :DDD
Went shopping ! ( Finally ) My closet is full of new clothes ! (L)
Brother cam back from Laos ! Gave me some shirts . LOL .
And Thinking about you ...
And Im getting bored , hate staying at home . Arrghh . It sucks .
And signing off now ! :DD

2010-06-16T12:23:00.003+08:00

AAAARRGGHH ! Wish the rain would stop ! :@ Prayed so hard for the rain to stop . Wanna hang out with Raesmi and Kristabellee . Didnt meet them for so long already . I thought our friendship with each other would disappear , as you made lots of friends in SOTA , but I was wrong . Thank you , Kristabelle , for not forgetting me and Raesmi , and the times we had together . And im really greatful for what you had done for me , making a surprise birthday party for me and tried calling * Ahemmm .. * Valtino ( hahaa ) . That was the first time a friend spent so much just for my birthday (: Thank you babe , I love you :D I remembered when we were in MCS , you acted like a girly girl and a lot of people dislike you . But when you started hanging out with us , you change . ALOT . and thats a good thing , people soon liked you (: Heheheee :D

I wish you all the best for your future Kristabelleee ! I hope you wont forget our friendship with each other . I hope our friendship would last long ! :D

Loves , your dearest friend ,

Guardian . Heheheeee . (:

We had the right love , At the wrong time .

2010-06-13T19:02:00.002+08:00

This song is so inspiraring . Listen to the words carefully , they really mean in reality .

Those dreams of yours

Are shinning on distant shores

And if they're calling you away

I have no right to make you stay

But somewhere down the road

Our roads are gonna cross again

It doesn't really matter when

But somewhere down the road

I know that heart of yours

Will come to see

That you belong with me

Sometimes good-byes are not forever
It doesn't really matter if you're gone

I still believe in us together

I understand more than you think I can

You have to go out on your own

So you can find your way back home

We had the right love

At the wrong time

Maybe we've only just began

Maybe the best is yet to come

Somewhere down the road by Nina ~

2010-06-11T19:37:00.002+08:00

Haiz .. Have not been blogging lately . Sorry peeps ! Hehe . Starting from tomorrow , Im gonna be super duper bored at home ): My bro went to Laos for GOS , and my house would be plain silent . Somethings , I like the fact that single child is the best because parents will be only focusing on you . But most of the times , having brothers and sisters is way more better than being a single child . There will be someone at home to disturb and irritated 24/7 at home , there will be more noise at home which irritate our parents , someone to sabo when you got yourself into trouble at home ( hehe ) and someone who you could tell your darkest secrets too . Like me and my bro . Im lucky to have a bro like him . When I wanna go shopping , he would always shop with me and help me chose which outfit is more better , He would always follow me whenever I'm going out . We have a very close relationship with each other , not like some silblings who's relationship with each other is falling apart . I have some friends with that situation , and that said that i am lucky to have that type of brother that has this close relationship with each other . Sometimes , i feel really sorry for them . Whenever Im angry , i would scold him and curse him , but after a few minutes we are cool (: Didnt know I would miss him that much . 11 days ?! Can't stand it without him . We were'nt these apart scince we were born .

2010-06-06T12:00:00.001+08:00

Heyy , Afternoon peeps ! Haha . Ate lunch . now Im bored . Haiz . Yesterday had NDP rehearsal in Kranji Camp , when got home , was so exhausted . The rehearsal was until 10 something pm . Then ate super with Carla and another 6 guys whom names Im not sure in KFC before going home
Hehe . Then , on Friday , went to Bukit Merah Library with uma and fayiza to do the science project . Then waited for father in library untill 7 plus , ate dinner in Tiong then went home . Gotta do my maths ace learning thingy now . lol . haha byes ,

2010-06-02T22:02:00.003+08:00

Heyy ! WOW , had a long day today . So tiring . Had to reach school by 0640 and best part is , that it was raining ( YAY ! ) It wont be stuffy :D HEHE . Anyway , my heels was killing me D: I dont wear heels at all and wasnt used to it , so it was killing me . hahaa . Today , there wasnt really a lot of parents that came to HSS . Saw all my friends and they were like , " WOW , guardian " . LOL , first time doing it . haha . I couldnt walk properly , because my toe was really pain . We have to stand for hours . Tiring sia . HAHA , lucky we could slank and sit and rest in the counsellor's room . We talked and talked , sat and rest for half and hour . ( haha) And I had good results too . haha . Hope everyone in my class too had good results ! :D After the PTI , we waited for fayiza's mum to meet Mrs low and then we went tiong and eat in McDonalds . Then we went and slank in tiong for awhile , both our feets were burning in pain and we camwhored :D Took bus and went home , i was sleeping in the bus , hahaa . Super Duper exhausted . Reach home , and slept until 8 pm . Had not took my dinner yet eventhough im hungry . lol . These few days , i dont feel the " holidays " , its like almost everyday i have to come back to school . It's like not a holiday for me anymore , been busy lately.

2010-06-01T19:34:00.002+08:00

Heyy , good evening peeps ! hahaa . Today , my day started with choir . Haiz . Had to go back to school for choir . Luckily it was until 1pm today . hahaaa . Anyways , just ate dinner . Tmr will have to wake up very early and report to school at 0630 . Need to wear court shoe , long sleeve blouse with tie and badge and stockings . Im gonna be so stuffy when im doing my duty . hahaaa . Gonna get my report books tmr then end of day in school ! hehee . WOWWW . Was counting the days to June holidays and finally its June holiday ! hahaaa . Can shop for new clothes again . HEHE .
Must remember to buy high skirts , more vintage shoes , some dresses and more . HAHA . i sound like a shopperholic . LOL .

OHHH YEAH , HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAY DAD ! :D

2010-05-31T20:54:00.003+08:00

WOOW , blog's still dead . haiz .. Nevermind , I've got LOTSS of updates to post .

Had good results for my SA1 ( YAYAY ) , and the indonesian students came and visit Henderson . They were very friendly and kind , hahaa . First they will shy to talk to me , then , we were like close friends that we kept on talking . hahaa . I had two buddies , Nanda and Ayrac . They were very kind and smart . hehee , I wrote the answer wrongly on my paper and Ayrac corrected me . ( Thanks Aryac ! ) And as for Nanda , She's a great friend tooo ! She could understand my feelings , and she's almost like me in some ways , heheee (: We camwhored after school ( hahaaa ) . At the camp , we slept in the hall , which is sooo cold . And i was so stupid to wear FBT to sleep -.- There were intersting games tooo . During the campfire , it was warm and hot , because if the fire , and the indonesian students and teachers perform a traditional dance which was nice (: Mr Simon played the guitar and also sang ( great performance ) . When the campfire was over , It was time to go home , and time to say goodbye to our buddies . * soobss * , was so fun when they were around mannn , anyway , i've still contact them through facebook so it alright ! hahaa .

2010-05-16T22:33:00.004+08:00

Felling confused and down right now , dont know how Im I gonna feel better . Maybe someoone cheer me up ? Maybe someone entertain me ? One likes to cheer me up , care for me , one loves me , care for me , but kinda boring and sometimes iritates me which is annoying for me . I dont know if we are working well at all . * sigh * i really dont know what to do . I dont even know if you meant my words for real , you only apologize . That wasnt the point . I dont need your apology . I want you to know how i feel when Im around you . When we are always alone , you dont entertain me . Im always bored . Sometimes , you ask me ridiculous questions that sometimes pisses me off so fast . I dont know why . You dont ask " Whats wrong " when theres a problem . You forget everything so fast which i always need to remind you everytime which pisses me off too . I dont think you know how i feel just by reading my msg . I dont think you realy know how i really feel , inside . Maybe you're just happy that Im with you ? I dont know . I dont know if i can go on .. Maybe we'll falling apart ? but you just dont know . * sigh *

2010-05-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

It takes forever to say goodbye .. its so true man . You forbidded me to talk to * . You said it was for my own good .. What's for not talking to him make it for my own good ? I really dont understand . I only liked him as a close friend whom makes me laugh and cheers me up when Im down . I can understand your feelings , beacause i've been in your shoes before , but you don't have to be overprotective over me . Im mature enough to know what is right and what is wrong . Have you ever been forbidded by your parents to make friends with a good sense of humour person ? It's like you are loosing a good friend away , and you would feel upset and sad . This is what Im feeling right now . You care for me , i know that , but please dont overprotect me . Please don't control my life and forbidd me who to friend or not to friend . Im old enough to handle that myself . Im not trying to compare you with * , i just wanna tell you that whenever when we are alone , you make me feel bored . You will just ask a yes or no question to me and there will be a long silence . At first , i thought you was the talkative one , but now , it seems that you make me feel bored around you . Im really Sorry , but i dont know why . But when fayiza 's there , you would disturb fayiza which only makes me laugh . Whenever you call me , you would ask me what time i reach home , did i eat already , after that , there would be a long silence .. Whenever there's a long silence , i would sigh and sigh , hoping you know that Im bored so you could cheer me up and not make me feel bored . But , after each question , there will be a looong pause .. I dont know if you can sense that am acting like not my usual type or sad . Sometimes too , when you msg me , you make me feel irritated by you . Sometimes , you would ask me the same old question . I would have to tell you everytime but you would always forget . And sometimes , you would ask too much questions , which makes me feel irritated . BUt * , he always like to entertain me by making me laugh everytime . I like his sense of humour , he makes people laugh non-stop . If whatever Im saying here is hurting your feelings , Im seriously terribly sorry . Im not trying to end this relationship , i just don't know if it can go on or last long .

2010-05-14T17:30:00.006+08:00

hmmmmm , i should start updating my blog like everyday .. it's dying already .. hahaaa .
Today , no school , one good thing , bro went to orchard then went to planet crush . Was suppose to go with him but change plans . So , stayed at hoome , alone , was 100% B.O.R.E.D .. nothing to do scince MYE is over .. Just came back fom AMK library , met primary school friends , ate at the cafe in the library , didnt had lunch , was starving too . Then , went home .. and now Im blogging . Anyways , just a shoutout to raesmi , GOOOOOOOOOOD LUCK ! FOR YOUR MYE ! :DD

BLLLOG IS DEAD .

2010-05-13T20:36:00.003+08:00

Heyy , blog is dead beacause of the MYE . Finally , its offically over ! YAYAYY ! hahaa . These few days always went to library to study , so can pass exam .. hahaha , being a good girl , hehee .

Tuesday ( Mother Tongue Compo and paper 2 ) - Was freaking out as i didnt know what to write for compo for malay , so i just wrote in english . hahaa . Was a little embarrassed when Mr Fang took my paper away but was lucky he didnt ask me why i wrote in english . PHEEWW . hahaa . After exam , went ate in hawker centre opposite school then went to bukit merah library with fayiza , uma , phoebe to study for the next exam paper tommorrow which is history .
Reach home about 5 then studied history until 10+ , then went to bed .

Wednesday ( History Paper ) - Was easy for me until the last few questions , was quite difficult . After exam , went and ate then went library to study for maths paper tommorrow .
Reach home around 5 plus then lazy to study for maths so woke up at 3am to study .

Thursay ( Maths Paper 2 ) - Was easy . Hope i'll pass the second paper .
Then went ate as usual then went library and studied science . * followed too , but fayiza and uma was damn pissed off with him so he hang out with other people , but i could see from his face that his sad , sorry , i could't do anything .

Friday ( Science ) - Science was alright for me , scince i studied , as usual , hahaa , after exam , ate and went and play in the playground , was fun . Sweat a lot , ran a lot . haaahaa .

Saturday - Went for cathelism then attended mass at 0530 with family and friends , was making too much noise during mass , parents scolded me and bro D: Anyway , diddnt care , haahaa , at the end for the mass , parents didnt even scold us , phhew , lucky , hahaa , then went ate dinner outside and then went home .. and studied , again .

Sunday - hmmmm , cant remember what i did . Did i have tuition ? hmmmm , i think so , really cant remember hahaaa . Anyway , went and prepared for maths paper 1 tommorrow then went to bed . WAIIIIT , now i remember . Went to fayiza 's house and studied maths , then went and ate in tiong Mcdonalds and met sadiq there . Then went home and studied and went to bed .

Monday - ( Maths paper 1 )- it was again alright , but had 1 question was rushing D: i still hope i would have that question correct . Then went to play glayground then went home and studied for home econs then went to bed .

Tuesday ( Home Econs ) - Some of the questions , i did anyhow . Dont really know the answer , but i think i will fail D: After that , went and playground then went home .

Wednesday ( ML Listening Comprehension ) - The paper was alright , then had oral ( reading ) was also alright .

Thursday ( Music ) It was average for me , i think i'll fail D:
FINNALLLLY , EXAM'S OUT ! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO ! HAHAAAA .
Fayiza 's and sadiq's birthday is nearing .. have some plans already for fayiza 's birthday hahaaaa .

Another post for today(:

2010-04-22T21:07:00.004+08:00

This post to my dearest and my 100% close friend ever ! RAESMI(: Our friendship will not end :D

I love her , she is the greatest friend i knew since pri 2(: , thanks for coming into my life and cheering me up during our pri 6 memories , i love your laugher , you made me laugh even when the jokes you tell me dont get it as how you laugh makes me llaugh even more and tears will come out from m eyes . hahaaa . Even though we fight , thanks for not taking our agruments seriously(: and sfter a few minutes , you will start making me laugh again(: We became sooooo damn close only last year , and now we are still close and stil have contact with each other even though we are studying in a new secondary school , with new bunch of friends . Thank you for standing by my side when i had my difficult times last year , you are a true friend(: i will love you forever(: heheee .

2010-04-22T20:29:00.003+08:00

Today's thursday .. hmmm , nothing to post about actually , Lets seeee .

Monday - Woke up , got ready to go to school , went for WMP -.- , after that , stayed in canteen until 5 plus , saw * keep staring at me when talking to sadiq , ask him whats wrong , why sad , he gave me some hints and said its about me and you . 0.o heheee , then he smsed why he was sad . Anysway , i wished he had cheered up and maybe he would see me as his junior or close friend or whatever he wants to call me as , no more than that(: i wish that you would understand why(: , and even though you are a " bully in school , hahaa ,thank you for making me laugh till tears came out from my eyes , i love your sense of humour . thanks for cheering me(: .. so " SMIIIILLLLE ! Though your heart is aching " . hehee , got that phrase when watching the Micheal Jackson Memorial last year .

Tuesday - Ignored * because he was still sad and had malay after school sooo nothing much .

Wednesday - Nothing much tooo , lost wallet , had the home econs thing , kinda boring .. than went home .

Thursday - Still veryy worried about my wallet , still couldnt find it , during recess almost bumped onto botak , luckily , uma ( life saver ) save me . THANK YOU UMA FOR SAVING ME(: after school stayed back to finish up my malay homework , ask fayiza to teach me a topic in science , didnt really get it .

Friday - hmmmmmm .. what's gonna happen .. Only know that i have choir ( last day for CCA ) than maybe i hhave the counsilers meeting .

2010-04-09T19:10:00.002+08:00

HELLLLO , time for blogging ! heheee , long time never post already . Anyway , skippp .. and met bro , sadiq , ika , farhannna , sarah , gayathiri in canteen , ate there and stayed there until 5 plus . Heehee , we talk and talk , then when sadiq or farhanna or bro telling all us a story , ika and I felt like they are telling ghost story then both of us like scared , heheee , was fuun anyway . Laughed and laughed .. yeah ,

2010-04-08T20:13:00.002+08:00

You suck , BOTAK .

2010-04-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

WTF . Have lots of homeworks ! shit , have not completed maths , lucky finish doing my geography project . zzz , do all by myself . Forget it , at least , i had completed it . HEEHHEE . Now , doing maths homework , soo sleepy , wanna sleep already .

2010-04-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

Stress , tommorow need go grandson for some meeting with mum's friends daughter , then no time to do geography project , group members also never do anything , only slank , . Tommorrow ask them do some then ask them send me , make my life not complicated , hehee ,

Fuck you .

2010-04-03T21:05:00.002+08:00

Walao , i wish you had been expelled from school , fucking hate to see you in school , especially your eyes , its freaks us out , ALOT . Seriously , because of you , you ruined my 1st year in HSS . My mind was so peaceful about HSS until you sms me , i regretted telling you my number . You had just make my sec 1 life miserable , seriously , can you ask on postitude girls , not hss girls , they are not girls who are cheap to sell their body .
FUCCK YOU . _l_

2010-03-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

zzz , fuck'd up these days .
French , trying to catch up , and i am fuck'd up with you .
You want to masterbate with me because i am cute and pretty ? Wtf ? Who do you think i am ? A cheap person . Fuck off lah , i have enough of you . First , you keeping telling me you want try sex then now you want masterbate with me ? wtf , bastard , you go eat shit first . You are the most horny person i've ever met . Do you have any better things to do than to watch porn every time or to shake everytime ? seriously . Thought you were a good guy , end up you are such a fucker . And just heard more about you and found out that you such a despo for a girlfriend so you can masterbate her everyday. wtf , is that what you want ? Go hotel 81 fuck with girls there lah . asshole . My gosh , i am ignoring because you scare me , alot . And wtf is your problem , staring at my friend's breast ? and you could even tell such a lame reason . fucker , even my friend who is a guy notice that you stare at their breast . Fuck you ccb .

YOYOYO ! Back to blogging ! :)

2010-02-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

YAYA ! BACK TO BLOGGING ! :)

Alot things happen in school ! :DD And have not link up people yett .
1st , haaizz , need take french for 2nd language . Very difficult , but i'l try passing the tests :)
2nd , secondary school life damn tiring , stay back in school , reach home at 5 or 6 . -.- Now damn tired . Wish i still have the life of primary school .
Then , Jin Tai so irritating , cant shut his blooddy mouth , VCP need shout at his face , he shout and talk back , class will get noisy , than teacher scold , all becourse of him .. _l_ He seriously needs to learn to shut his fucking mouuth , and P.s , his weird :P
Next , laptop hang like siao , than need delete my files i save in my com , than restart my com , haizz lah , than need installl again , lazy doing it .
Than, got alot to talk about but dunnoe how to start .
YEAH , and most of my primary school friends change . ALOT . One of them whom used to be close to me , now change alot , dunnnoe how to explain whats her new self , but i still love and prefer the old one :)
Thhhhannn , i lazy post upp . Try to upload pics .

2010-02-02T08:42:00.000+08:00

Yay ! am in sch now, doing my sch blog ! yay ! .. haha weird .. -.- anys, bye !
Guardian :)

2010-01-26T19:01:00.001+08:00

HEYYY ! Am not going to post new updates because i been very busy this few days. .. SIAN , so tired, -.- anys, gtg.

Tired !

2010-01-12T19:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO ! :)

DAMN TIRED ! Reach home at 6.05pm -.-
Anys, just received good news that choir and dance accept me,
but the worst part is, i never went for the second audition for dancing.
Alot of my friends want me join dance, others want me join choir.
I love doing both, but .. ah ya, very difficult to chose lei.. WTF..
WTF.. What to choose leh.. Seriously i really don't know.

Damn lazy write alr.
Bye

Orientation Camp! :D

2010-01-08T20:08:00.005+08:00

Some Pics during the 2o10 countdown :D

Orientation camp was kinda fun. Made lot's of friends. :D

Day 1

Kinda boring. Had lot's and lot's of briefing .

Wait , actually QUITE boring. But we never sleepover .

Day 2 than we sleep over. That day have not made friends. T.T

Day 2

Talk to some funny friends, than after that we started talking like SHIT. Non stop talking.

Got closer to them and we were like very close friends ! :D

Than had lot's and lot's of games. Some were damn BORING while some were damn FUN. :D

As the boys made so much noise, can't stop talking_l_, our two councilers( sorry forgot how to spell)

had a hard time to discipline our class. Then they had to call another counciler to scream at us to stop talking and listen to our councilers.

Than at night got " performance night" . We had to make a cheer and present it to the audience and the judges. HAHA , not only that we also got "Don't Forget The Lyrics.. " All of my friends pester me to join the Don't forget the lyrics thing because they know i listen to alot and alot of songs. But sadly, i rejected cause i too pei sai -.-

Anyway than we have the Cheer competition. Our class was the last to present our cheer. :D

Than when we go up on the stage, we so pei sai we all stand right behind. LOL.

Our cheer SUCK. We were too soft. -.- Anyway Than unexpectedly, my guy friend lahh,

he suddenly perform the " Billie Jean by Micheal Jackson" He dance damn funny leh. than as we all cheer for him , we all starting laughing. LOL. He copy all the dance steps from MJ. HAHA , THE LAST PART MORE FUCKING FUNNY, HE SUDDENLY TOOK OFF HIS BLOUSE AND THROW HIS BLOUSE TO THE AUDIENCE AND HIS BLOUSE LANDED ON A GIRL'S FACE.

HIS BLOUSE REALLY COVERED THE GIRL'S WHOLE FACE .. LOL! THAN WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING NON STOP BECAUSE OF THE LAST PART.. After that he damn act lor, and i don't know why but WHY DOES HE USE HIS COMP AND COMB HIS HAIR THAN HALFWAY COMB HIS HAIR HE LEFT THE COMP ON HIS HAIR.. he looks very retarded . Seriously..

Than had to bath, than we , girls sleep in the hall which has air-con so it is very cold ;D

Than i very lazy sleep talk to my friend Zhi Xuan a.k.a. Hamster( very diffi to pronounce her name) I talk to her like until one plus. than we talk and talk, and the best part is, i begin to know her better:)

Day 3

Woke up, change my clothes than we all pack up.

Usual, morning assembly.

Than we had CCA audi. Waloa. we had to run for track and field. Was sweating like shit.

Saw my bro friends and they know me .. but never say HI . LOL.

Than finish audi 4 plus than go take MRT go home ... Very tired..

That's it.

Guardian

Why Don't You Let Me Explain?

2010-01-02T15:13:00.003+08:00

Seriously, i really think you should really change that attiude of your's.
When we had a fight, you will just be angry and tell everyone your problem.
But have you even heard my story?
Why when we are fighting you , and only you, will spread crap stuffs about me.
When i never even spread anything about you?

Why would you just listen and hear my story?
Why are you always saying "wadever" everytime i explain.
Why? You have nothing to say, so you say that word only?
You think that you are always in the right? So you want alot of people to believe you?
So you want people to back you up?
You think when i everytime explain, it means it is a excuse to you?
And don't get me wrong , THIS IS MY POINT OF VIEW AND IT IS ONLY A MAYBE, I DUN NOE IF IT IS TRUE SO DON'T GET ME WRONG.

Why when we don't have fights , you would be saying "Guardian, I love You, don't worry, i won't
forget you even if can't see each other everyday."
But When we fight, you would be saying," I hate Guardian, She's a bitch. She's a fucker. I hate her."
There's a word that has the meaning of that which i did not know untill my friend told me but i don't not want to say it as it will offend you alot.
"HYPOCRITE "

Even though you say those words about me, i will not say anything back.
As you will ALWAYS get me wrong.
Even though you hate me, i don't hate you.
I only hate that attiude of yours.

If the person am refering to in this post is reading it, this is for you,
Thank You for spending time in MCS with me and being my 1st best friend ever.
I really apprecciated it. Tks so much.
It's your choice if you want to be mad with me.
If you still don't believe me, it's your choice.
Am letting you go, so i can't wait for you like i did in MCS.
Wish you all the best and congrats on getting in to IJ katong.
Merry Christmas and a happy new year.

Guardian

Changing

2010-01-02T14:11:00.002+08:00

Scince we are going to our new secondary schools, we won't be seeing each other everyday.
But must you change to a different person?
My efforts turning you too a better person has gone to a waste.
It is like i don't even know you anymore.

Before.
You don't insult people.
You accept me the way i am
You love to blog.
You are a kind and a loving person.

NOW?

After.
You insult people.
You don't accept me the way i am
You hate to blog.
(there's more but forgot)

Anyway, you talk behind my back, as if i did smth bad to you?
You tell me, what did i do to you that you talk behind my back?
I thought we were very close?
We always sing together , dance together, esp in school( love those times alot :D)

I wish this person won't change to a different person.
I wish she stays the same.

Guardian.

LAST POST OF THE YEAR! :D

2009-12-31T22:30:00.004+08:00

NOTICE! IMPORTANT NOTICE!

Goooooodbye '09, Helloooooooo '10!

This year was great, next year will be better.

I HEARTZXC MCS DEARIES LOADS! XD

Last post of the year, shall see ya'll next year.

Don't miss me till next year!

Bitches/Bastards/Fuckers, I'll be back for more action!

Loves,

Angelica "Valtino" Aquil Guardian! :D

2009-12-11T18:29:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Sorry,not been blogging.
Nothing to blog about.
Very Bored at home. Very sian..
Anyways still missing all my darlings in MCS..( Love ya)
So..here are some pics of my darlings in MCS..

Bye.:D
Guardian

Genting Trip!

2009-12-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey!
Sorry! Am to lazy to update my blog :(

Anyways,, went to genting.
Went there with my parents Friends car.
GENTING WAS FREAKING COLD!!!
First day,reach genting in the afternoon.
Check in the hotel...Wanted to play the outdoor theme park.
But could not. As it was raining like shit.:(

So went to the indoor theme park but never play.
Mum say play the next day.
So we bought some souvenirs.. then take some pics and then went back to the hotel and sleep.
I prayed that it will not rain.

Second day. It was not rsining but there were lots and lots of fog.
Went down to see if the outdoor theme park was open.
Eventually it was open. YEAH!
Ran back to the hotel room and told my parents.
Then they went down to queue up. Then this lady went to my parents and say that there is only onr ride that you can only play in the outdoor theme oark and you cannot refund your tickets.
I was like WTF!!
But my parents didn't cared so they bought the tickets.
When we went inside, there was two rides open.
Then, eventually most of the rides were open.
Me bro and my other friend ride most of the rides that were open.
Played the whole afternoon until 5 plus.
Had to go for some dinner.

When reach there , there were alot of people.
I was like " hurry up lah. I wanna eat"
Then i slept at the dinner. Was FUCKING BORING.
Then ask my mum if can play at the putdoor theme park.
Then i play CORKSREW!! Damn Nice man!! LOve It! Thumbs up for that ride! :D
Then saw shawn tok with his friends..
I was like ok.. there's Shawn tok.
Then played there until My mum call us.

Then ate my dinner. That i slept. Very tired sia!

Third daY, ate breakfast..
The STUPID FUCKING GUY SCOLD ME AND BRO.
Piss off with him.
Don't want to talk about him.
Anyways, after breakfast i slept then went back to singapore...
HOME SWEET HOME..! :D

2009-11-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

Sorry.

Not been updaating my bloog cuz am lazzzy.
Hahas. :D
Annywaaaay,so toddaay is wednesdaaay.

2mr is PSLE results day!
AAM fucking scared!
Fucking nervous!
I don't mind going to NA,
But i do mind going NT,
Am vvery scared i got U grade!
That's the worst!

Must calm myself.
WTF. I can't .
Super duper scared and nervous.

WEll got nothing to write..

Signing off,
guardian

2nd Last day in MCS.

2009-11-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

Last day in school was on thursday.
It was weird.
I did not cry.
When i saw a so called " crying session " outside the pri 6's classrooms.
So alot of my mates crying.
Even Kristabelle started to cry. i even tried to cry cuz i really felt like crying.
But i couldn't. But some tears came out so, halleuyea!(sorry don't know how to spell)
Then i them, don't cry now. Cry at 1p.m .
So when the bell rang at exactly at lpm, i was already crying, non stop.
I hug everyone in the foyer, crying like shit and told them

" Don't forget me! I will always remember you forever! I will miss you forever!"
I really was simcere when i said does words.
I realy can't bare the pain to loose my friends. Especially my very close friends.
Seriously.

Shanice, my bestie and my so called sister could not crt. WTH.
When i was crying, she told me, don't worry. Iys not the end of the world! i can still see you.

I was like but how? You wil go to SOTA and i know you will go home very late and you will not have time to hang out with me.
She said, don't worry i will always go online.

After that her mum came and she say don't worry. Then she went off. Still I was crying.

Kristabelle, my greatest friend whom had changed from a bimbo to a non bimbo was also crying like shit.
I told her, Thank you for the surprise birthday bash you gave me, I really appericate what all of you had done just to make this party a perfect one.
And thank you for EVERYTHING.
And then she hugged me and said your welcome.

Raesmi too, also my good and greatest friend. At first, she cannot cry and keep on telling not to cry but eventually, she cried badly.
and she hug me, i said thank you for being my friend. And i was your welcome.

Mostly, I cried alot, hug alot of people and then i went to alyssa's house to play there! HAHAS

Rite, now i lazy write
tommorrow or some day write,
guardian

Time to move on..

2009-11-19T08:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my graduaton.
I cried. Like shit.
As it was time to move on.
I did not expected that i ALL of my classmates cried.

When i was crying, i was like time is very fast.
Time is like a gust of wind, moving very fast.
When i was singing the geraduation night,
I was already crying.
But i tried to hold my tears.
When it was the chorus part, all of my friends stood up and go to the positions.
I saw all of my classmates cry.
Even Nalat cried too.
Really could not take that pain to leave my freinds and move on.
I LOVE YOU GUYS! I WILL NEVER EVER EVER FORGET YOU! :D

I don't think i have muching to say,
guardian

I miss the things that we do together..

2009-11-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

Tonight is gaduation night.

The night where we graduate and move forward, and make new friends.
But the thing is, it is very hard to let go of you and move on.
Will our memories we spent together, will you remember forever?
Will you forget me?
Will you still remember me?

I love it when we laugh together.
i love it when we hang out together.
We had so much fun together in our pri school lives.
But is time to move on.
I cant bear to see the pain inside me to see my friends going to another school.

We were so young, yet i did not know the pain when you are separated from your friends.
Now i know how it feels.

Am bursting out, crying, tears flowing down my cheeks when i remember the fun times we had together.

I keep on thinking over and over again, eventhough we are separated,
Are you still going to hang out with me when your free?
Or are you going to ignore me?

At first,when i hear the graduation song by vitamin C, i was like what's so touching about this song that made everybody cry?
Now i know why.
Hearing that song reminds you the times you had with your friends.

That's how am feeling right now.
Am gonna cry when i watch the video made specially for us.
And when i sing the graduation song, my tears will roll down to my cheeks
and i will always remind myself.
That eventhough we are separating from each other,
I will still remember you.
Even though you gave me alot of troubles and we fought with each other,
I will stil forgive you.(Except that bitch)
I will miss you forever.

Will not forget you forever,
Guardian

BIG LIAR

2009-11-16T18:39:00.000+08:00

WOW,

Good that you you know that alot of people hate you.
CONGRADULATIONS.
You finally found out.
But some things that you wrote there is a lie. 100% is a lie.

Shanice never invite you in the first place.
She say that she does not want you to come because she hates you. (If you think hate is a very hateful word, fine DISLIKES YOU.)
She never wanted to invite you because she knows that you will only bitch around and act cool at the party.

When i ask her " Why the hell she means by 'SEE YOU ON THE PARTY!'
She replied, "She FORCE ME. EVERYDAY SHE KEEPS ON TALKING ABOUT MY PARTY. AS IF SHE IS EVEN INVITED.

Alot of people alr ask why the hell is she coming when shanice told us you were coming.

Not only that, We NEVER WISH YOU TO GO TO HELL.
IS YOUR CHOICE IF YOU WANT TO GO TO HELL.
IS NOT OUR PROBLEM.

EVEN ALYSSA IS PISS OFF WITH YOUR FUCKING ATTIUDE.

And stop acting cool in school or bitch around in school.
You wont know that you are acting cool, but we know. It's 100% oblivous.

Wait, not only in school, at the party you also act cool.
Raesmi is right.
Why should we shut our mouths, it is a party.( Shanice's party. NOT YOUR'S)

Fine la, since you have ALOT AND ALOT of things to say, blog it la.
I want to see your side of your story.
It might be a lie.
idk, MAYBE.

P.S. YOU REALLY MUST KNOW WHO AM I REFERING TOO.
IT IS 100% OBLIVOUS.

FUCKING PISS OFF WITH YOU,
GUARDIAN

2009-11-14T14:51:00.000+08:00

FUCK.

That ugly bitch is pissing me off.
i don't fucking care if she knoes am refering to you,
but you suck.
Stop acting cool bitch. Shanice told me you force her to invite her.
FUCK YOU. IT'S HER CHOICE IF SHE WANTS TO INVITE YOU.
WE ALL KNOW YOU GO THERE JUST TO ACT COOL AND HEAR YOUR FUCKING MUSIC.
GOING TO SHANICE'S PARTY DOES NOT MEAN SHE IS CLOSE TO YOU.
IT'S OBLIVOUS THAT WHEN YOU WANT TO HEAR YOUR MUSIC, YOU JUST WANT TO ACT COOL
AND ATTRACT BOYS.JUST PISS OFF.FYI, ALOT OF PEOPLE ALEADY HATES OR DISLIKE YOU
I CAN TELL ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO HATES YOU. SHANICE.
IF YOU DONT BELIEVE ME BITCH, YOU ASK HER.

FUCK YOU BITCH
GUARDIAN

FUCK OFF AND DIE LARHH YOU PUA CHI BYE KIA. DUN NIID ACT IN SCHOOL RITE? HUMJI KIA.

Shanice party is today! :D

2009-11-14T10:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPLLL!!

Shanice party is today!!!
YAH!!! Cant Wait!!! So EXCITED!!!
ALOT OF THINGS I AM EXCITED ABOUT..

1ST. The Reaction on kristabelle's face when she saw SCOTT.( No seriouslt i really have to video tape kristabelle's reaction)
2nd. Having fun at the party!
3rd. And many more!! HAHAS LOL.

The ONE THING I HATE TO SEE AT THE PARTY IS THIS SO CALLED" UGLY BITCH"!!
FUCK. SHE'S COMING.
SERIOUSLY SHE WILL ACT COOL AT THE PARTY.

OKOKOKOKO
GTGTGTGTGTGTG

OXOXOXO,
GUARDIAN :D

Boring!

2009-11-12T22:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

Very Boring here. Got nothing to do.
At home now, using computer. BORED.
Raesmi yea true i will be not really like the so so type.
I will just say ok.
Cant wait on saturday!
Let's see how kristabelle will react when she see scott!LOL.
She's obessed,love,like,crush..etc with scott.
Will kristabelle scream and shout his name like a manic when she saw him
at the party? Or will she faint? I should really record it and name it
"Kristabelle first love sight with scott" :D
Seriously he is a playboy, he is the same as edwin.
But he does not take girls virginty and dumb her, not like edwin.
that's goood.
I think there might be a " True OR Dare " game.
WOWWWWWWWWW! Let's see what question or dare will i ask her to do it.
HAHAAAAAAAAAA I bet when she reads this she wil be like WTH WTF HAHAS.
Then she will be like if you dare me or scott to like kiss each other,
i will tell everybody you like valtino.
WTF lor. Not true lor. I like him as a FRIEND ONLY.
Nothing more than that. Full stop.
YEA! Scott and bro bringing there dog! I wanna play with it! :D
HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAH!!!!. Raesmi does not like dogs.
She will scream like a girly girl when a dog goes near to her.
Sorry raesmi, i may not be able to protect you cause i wanna play with
the dog. MUAHMUASMUASMUAS!!:p
Well, got nothind to say, still am bored :D
Guardian

The Saddest Day I had..

2009-11-11T17:51:00.000+08:00

As our grad nite is nearing, my school had conducted an audition for pri 6 to show your talent on grad nite. I decided to try with my friends so we all decided to sign up. Before the week of the audition, we started practising..two of my friends had to be out as they were not able to meet up again to practise when the audition was the next day and we had not completed the dance steps. When the audition was starting,i was freaking nervous.. when it was our turn the aud, i kept on giggling as i was nervous.. as ms choy(our form teacher) was the organiser, she gave us another aud, the second time. so we practise hard. when the day arrived and when we show ms choy what we have, she was still not impress and she ask us to aud the third time. SIAO.
so we were like WTF we practise alot of times and our parents are very angry and piss as we keep on staying back and have to aud alot of times. I agree with them too. so when the third and LAST time we aud, fewer people vote for us.. most of the comments from them was raesmi dances very weird, all of them are not putting effort expect for kirby etc.. While a group of people were laughing non stop when we were dancing. WOW YOU ALL ONLY KNOW HOW TO LAUGH AT US YOUR NO GUTS TO COME AND DANCE ON STAGE STILL WANT TO LAUGH AT US. AT LEAST WE HAVE GUTS, ALL OF YOU NO GUTS HUM JI's LA. losers.

signing off,
Guardian

My Suprise Birthday Bash :D

2009-11-11T17:24:00.000+08:00

Birthday was on 7th november. I thought that my birthday will be a boring one as many people whom i invited could not come. Was very sad..When raesmi went to my house to go with me, kris called me(she was the organiser for my suprise party) and ask me to go to her house as she wanted to give me my present. So my bro me and raesmi went to kris house.. when we reach there, raesmi ask me to meet her in the function room. So when i opened the door, kris and others was like "SUPRISE!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUARDIAN!!!!!!!!" i freak out. Was very suprise that they spent alot of money just to make my suprise birthday to be a perfect one. Was very greatful to have such friends like these. I was like "know wonder all of you act very suspious infont of me.!" LOL. Anyways.. bro called valtino(OH FUCK!) and ask him if he wanted to talk to me..i was like NO FUCK! So he was like ok, sure. Bro pass my hp to me to talk to him. So i talk to him about his school life then put down the phone. thats it. Was really fun.. i will not forget this suprise party forever!

Peace off,
Guardian :D

First Official Post! :)

2009-11-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Hey People! First official post here ! :D
hei! Finally i made my own blog. My bobo brother has been nagging me to make one earlier this year...but was to lazy to make one cuz have to study for PSLE and blah blah..BUT FINALLY! PSLE IS OFFICIALLY OVER!! Anyways, am going to miss 6A at the end of this year cuz we are going to separate from each other.. Though we always fight and quarrel with one another, i am still going to miss you all!
Okay guys, gonna end this first official post. :D

Signing off,
Guardian! :p

PS: Theres a pic below, :)

There you go! :)